我的世界·我的心声
Monday, May 29, 2006
its nothing much... im juz walking my own steps... i dunno whether this is regret or not... but its certainly feeling that i wish i can lose... am i suffereing? im unsure about this, but im quite sure im not happy with how things are going... this is bad...really bad... im suppose to be starting my new life... but i realised after all these while of hard work, all it takes is a bit of soft heart, and all effort is gone... of cse its my fault... i shld have forget abt everytg... i shld have juz lead my own life... but i cannot understand why, life is not abt her only, i can think of ways to live without her, but why? why muz i listen n move to her every words? i guess im slowly losing myself, to someone who shldnt be in my life anymore... i wanted to tell her, go away, u left me n made me lose u, my most beloved one, so why do u still wan to make me suffer now? i really dunno how to live anymore... with you, or without u... i noe i will hv to leave u one day, but why is it im still clinging on to everyday? im really very unhappy everyday... i think im really tired of all these... how do i go away without doing anytg tat will make u feel bad? im so lost now... for all i nid now is a light, tat will guide me to whre i shld be heading to...
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5/29/2006 11:04:00 pm
Sunday, May 28, 2006
看到了瓶子你会想到什么？我心里什么也没在想，我只想拿起瓶子重重地敲一下自己的头。或许我真的疯了，因为我不懂如何诠释自己的人生……很烦……真的很烦……每天去寻找烦恼，可是又不能怎么样？唉……
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5/28/2006 09:27:00 pm
i dunno what i am doing anymore... i lost...totally lost... i dunno where am i heading to... i dunno what should i do next... i have an empty brain... i have no idea what what has been happening all this while... i want to end everything... i am suppose to forget about you... but why is it i cannot just pretend you never exist? why is it i cannot stop replying your sms... i am a gone case i think...totally hopeless... i am living with no hope...no future... i dun wan to live anymore... haiz...
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5/28/2006 08:47:00 pm
Thursday, May 25, 2006
oh yea...at last its time to fall sick...hahaha...holiday shld be a time for rest, but to me, its a time to fall sick...during schooldays, i will feel so guilty to fall sick so even when im sick, i will try to go sch, well, actually im blessed to hv a healthy body so far as i dun fall sick easily...i think doctor hate pple like me, coz they wun even get to earn my money as long as a couple of years!!! hehehe~ oh well, ok i do hv minor pain here n there, and recently headaches more...hmm, sickening to have heahaches, always obstruct my thoughts n also work...when i cant think properly, i dun even feel like working at all...so in the end, "headache=no work!" haiz...no matter wat, i think its time to fall sick, let it be fever or flu, tis time for me to relax le...
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5/25/2006 10:12:00 pm
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
我今天才发现原来自己是一个好诚实的人， 也不知道是不是诚实， 只不过我觉得自己还蛮有尊严的…… 怎么说呢？ 今天是繁忙的一天， 其实整个星期都是一样的忙， 因为这个星期必须完成检查所有的书本和文件夹。 然后所有的老师都很忙， 也为了催学生交这个、交那个的， 会感到有不一般的压力。 不过这不是重点， 呃……OK， 检查书本和文件夹有条件， 就是必须拿出各五本优、普通和劣等级的书， 然后交上去。 我今天把小二和小三的收齐了， 然后就分别选出三种等级的书和文件夹。 我做完以后， 就在一旁准备其它的东西。 不久，听到了学生你推我挤地走进教员室来， 手上搬着好多好多的书本和文件夹， 然后听到后面的声音， “把书本放在那个桌上！” 我开始想：为什么要放在那张桌子上， 自己的位子不够放吗？ 明明就是嘛， 我的位子跟她的比较， 简直是拿公寓和三房式来比嘛！ 当然，我的是三房式。 算了， 我也不管那么多， 反正不要妨碍到我就好， 于是我又继续做我的东西。 又过了一阵子， 听到了同样一个老师给了这么一个指示， “那些要给A*的，其它的给A就好了……” 然后就听到学生翻书的声音， 我觉得为什么那个老师不自己做呢？ 好没有道德噢~ 明明是自己的工作， 还要学生帮她完成， 可悲……可悲…… 其实我还蛮鄙视这种人， 又不是说自己不可以自己做， 为什么浪费学生的时间来做自己的事情？ 不要告诉我学生喜欢帮忙做事， 因为那些一点意义也没有， 反正我觉得自己的事自己完成就好了， 不要牺牲其他人宝贵的时间， 因为他们应该有他们必须去完成的东西。 算了，这个我也可以不计较， 反正人各有志， 别人选择这样的活着我没有话说…… 最后，我听到了一个真的让我觉得身为一个老师， 或者身为一个人， 她应该感到可耻的事。 我的桌子旁边放着刚才她叫学生放的书本， 然后她带学生走到那里， 跟学生说：“选十五本最好的……” 听到这里， 我在想：what the f**k? Aren't we suppose to take 5 from each standards? 我想这个人的尊严早已荡然无存， 而且那个班是整个年级最好的， 何须选十五本最好的呢？ 我想即使选最烂的十五本也不会差到哪里去吧! 我不懂应该怎么说， 你把她所有做的事加起来， 然后看一看， 这个人到底在做什么？ 她真的知道什么叫 PRIDE 吗？ 我真的不懂， I always believe man with honour is important... especially if you are living in this kinda society... 我一直以来认为做人要懂得守护基本的原则， 甚至懂得好好地做个诚实的人， 所以当我看到这种行为时， 觉得真的真的， 我们的社会原来这么没有道德， 每况愈下， 真令人感到悲哀…… 唉…………………… 不管别人了， 我继续我的尊严人生， 让别人自己去堕落吧， 反正那是被人走进选择的人生， 再说我不屑跟这种人有任何关系， 所以， 哈哈哈哈哈， 上帝保佑吧， 嘻嘻嘻~~
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5/24/2006 08:03:00 pm
Sunday, May 21, 2006
i received a comment from a friend lately, she said,"brandon, sometime i think u r a bit rude?" i was like,"huh? where got?" She continued,"u noe sometime when u talk, u dun look at pple, and it annoys me." "haha..." is all i can say...she added later,"u dun say sorry when u r suppose to sometime also...but i think the worst among all is when u say good bye, u never look at the person, u juz wave off like u very cool like tat..." perhaps tat's really me... i dun think she is wrong passing tiz kinda comments...the very fact that i dun look at pple when im talking to them is my fear of scaring them coz im not used to looking at pple, call it shy if u think so, but i stare at pple more than i look at them...its kinda weird but i prefer to talk to pple with my head looking left n right, up n down or even stare in the blank...at least i feel better, but of cse, it does appear rude to a lot of pple, which is why u will find me talking more to pple who r closer than to other pple whom im not as close, coz even close fren commented tat im rude, how abt other not so close one? maybe communicating with a wall in between is the best for me...hahaha... i wrote a blog before on saying sorry is one of the most difficult words to come out from a singaporean...yea, the comment doesnt come from me but from my secondary sch ENGLISH (coz he is literary an englishman) teacher...i agree with him coz i find it difficult to say sorry most of the time...its like say it or not doesnt make a difference at tat time, at least i feel so...coz i muz admit i dun commit grave mistake or make thgs so serious i muz apologise...ok, im rude, but its how i assess the situation whether i shld apologise anot mah...so, give up on me for tat, maybe im juz too proud to say sorry...heez... lastly, saying good bye without looking at pple...hmm...yea its really cool, dun u think so? but tat's definitely not how i feel...i dun like to say good bye n have to face pple going away frm me, i rather i walk away, let them see me walking away...its kinda sad to see pple walking away from u, dun u feel so? i really feel tat turning my head earlier is more comforting, at least 先走开的人永远都是最快乐的人，因为他无需感受被冷落的感觉，无需接受剩下他一个人孤孤单单的感觉... yes...its quite crappy to call myself rude tiz way...its good someone actually told me tiz...but sorry i hv to be selfish a bit...hahaha i shall continue to be rude tiz way...keke, thanks anyway for reminding me of my rudeness... =)
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5/21/2006 11:14:00 pm
Thursday, May 18, 2006
who cares whether its ur birthday or not... u didnt even put it to heart... people who wans to celebrate it with and for u... but u keep giving all sorta excuses... who dun nid to work on monday? who dun feel lacklustre on a sunday? who dun wan to rest on a rest day? people are willing to come on that day for u, but why must u mistreat it this way? fine... if u dun wan to come, so be it... may u be happy tiz way den...(aoi to a dear friend)
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5/18/2006 10:38:00 pm
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
X-Japan - The LAST SONG
Watching the stars.... till they're gone
like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read the last line
owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa wo mukaeru
kokoro wa mada nureta mama
In endless rain, I've been walking
like a poet feeling pain
Tryin' to find the answers
tryin' to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends
When the rain stops, I'll turn the page
The page of the first chapter
kizu tsuku dake kizu tsuite wakatta hazu no kotae wo
doushite mada toikaketeru ?
Am I wrong to be hurt
am I wrong to feel pain
am I wrong to be in the rain
am I wrong to wish the night won't end
am I wrong to cry
but I know, it's not wrong to sing THE LAST SONG
cause forever fades
ki ga tsukeba mata hitori yoru no sora wo mitsumeteru
sukoshi zutsu kieteyuku our memories
kizu tsuku dake kizu tsuite wakatta hazu no kotae wo
doushite mada toikaketeru ?
I see red
I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning begin
I'll be in the next chapter
owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa wo mukaeru
kokoro wa mada nureta mama
kizu tsuku dake kizu tsuite wakatta hazu no kotae wo
doushite mada toikaketeru ?
Hide came into my mind tonight...
every dazzling moment, every fanciful image, every enchanting piece of music...
there is only one you...
one HIde who can give us the deepest memory in life...
of you...
of everything about you....
we don't watch the stars anymore, because there isnt any brighter than you are...
now we sing the last song again...
as tears drop like river flow...
no words express the feeling deep inside...
with out mind n deep thoughts do the talking...
our emotions move with every change of tune...
and with our forever smilez...
to say good bye to you once again...
but u are forever in the mind of everyone...
for as long as time can last...
we love u, Hide...
Good Bye...
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5/16/2006 10:19:00 pm
什么时候开始懂得掉眼泪？ 什么时候决定独自一个人？ 告诉别人自己一点也不在乎， 可是每个晚上在睡着之前， 心里那份纠缠的思绪， 来来回回不知多少遍， 真的， 我很希望迟早有一天我会相通， 可是每过一天， 思念却增加一点点…… 然而， 我不想这样的过日子， 虽然我没有任何头绪该从何开始， 不过我想第一步始终得踏出去…… 也许做人要狠心一点， 要更自私一点， 因为伤痛终究是自己， 没有任何人可以感受你的任何一份情感， can anyone hear me cry? can anyone feel me falling down? 反正生命是自己的， 又为了什么开始停下脚步， 等待一个没有可能的结局？ 朋友说得对， 五年来， 全都浪费了， 不管是时间也好， 所做的任何事也好， 所付出的心血也好， 现在却根本什么也没成就到， 对， 我们好好的，诚实的看待这件事， 我确实将五年浪费了， 或许对有些人来说五年不算什么， 但是这个五年我过得真的很不容易， 我时常践踏别人的生命， 也摧残自己的人生， 我根本不把自己当人看， 其实我根本就不在乎自己会有什么不好的下场， 所以做事总是我行我素， 也不管别人是否会为自己的举动感到厌恶， 我只在乎能够贯彻始终地相信自己的信念， 那就是不管在任何情况下， 我一点要站在不同的观点看世界…… 我知道自己不是一个聪明的人， 我也不像一些人拥有家财万贯， 我只有一颗比任何人都真 的心， 我知道只要诚实地把事情说出来， 不管是自己， 是对方， 都不会感到压力， 信任也是在这种状况下成立的， 你们相信我， 我也绝对不会背弃任何人， 反正我什么也没有了， 我可以留给大家的， 除了一份真心外， 就已经不会还有什么了， 所以如果你认为我们是朋友的话， 我很感谢大家在我这短短的人生里， 留下了小小的足迹， 在哪一天我离开的时候， 我可以会议一下， 这些足迹曾经是我多么珍惜的人， 还有这些足迹可以带给我的回忆…… 我希望可以保护大家， 今天也好， 明天也行， 知道我走不动为止， 只希望大家可以相信， 这一路上， 你的朋友， 那个我， 从今天开始， 会是一个更好的男人……
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5/16/2006 09:50:00 pm
Sunday, May 14, 2006
一直以来， 我都不懂到底怎么样才是真正地去关心别人， 对我来说， 这些是有一点多余的， 可是现在我觉得应该去尝试看看， 那种关心人的感觉…… 很多时候， 我都会听到人家说：“为什么你就不能 show compassion呢？” 或许真的我是这样， 可能跟人生观有关系吧， 因为我认为没有经历过困境的人， 不算事真正的活过， 因为只有从失败中， 才能深深的感受到失去的痛苦， 才会更懂得去珍惜身边的一切…… 或许成功可以让人去继续守住得到的一切， 但是对我来说， 得到以后就是自满， 自满自然就会延伸至于求不满， 久了就会要求更多， 最后就会忘记身边重要的东西， 到头来， 什么是幸福， 什么是珍惜， 我看真的只有失败过的人才知道， 所以我只对人用严厉的语句， 并不是我讨厌大家， 只是我希望大家从一个比较严苛的角度看世界， 毕竟这个世界不是平面的， 我们要从不同的角度来了解她…… 这跟去了解人是一样的， 你们在跟我做朋友之前， 我相信应该是从不同的时候， 不同的地方感觉到我其实还蛮适合做朋友的， 对吧？ 对也好， 不对也好， 反正大家现在是都是好朋友了…… 好吧， 大家现在就开始去了解客对方吧~
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5/14/2006 08:13:00 pm
Never thought i would pass my yesterday tat way... well, actually, it really nvr come across my mine tat i wld actually behave so normally today... ok...go straight to the point... i went out with ninezero today...yes...very surprised myself and almost cant believe it myself too... 其实并没有什么， 只是前天晚十一、二点时收到了她的简讯， 很突然，但是却自然， 只是简单的一句：“how's life?”竟然让我忘记了不去再想她…… 很无奈，但是却难耐， 只是随口的一句：“u free to go shopping wif me today?” 竟然让我忘了应该别去理她…… however, today is a nice day... we didnt do much... juz walking n talking... it seems like we r juz 2 normal frens... but who knows so much had happened between us... actually... i dun really feel good seeing her... its like "im suppose to forget about u but wat the hell r we doing here?" ok...its actually my fault... i shld hv been more 潇洒 a bit and juz leave... but like i said before... all it nids is a word frm here n its enuff to change watever i had in mind... 很烦…… 还好我的电话坏了， 不然现在可能会控制不了打电话给她…… 有时候真的很希望自己能够逃离这种感情纠纷， 真的好累…… 我明明知道自己要的是什么， 可是就是无法自拔…… 到底我应该怎么样被拯救出来？ 我现在心绪凌乱， 更加不懂往后应该用怎么样的态度对待她，对待自己……
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5/14/2006 12:05:00 am
Thursday, May 11, 2006
ME... who am i? how i look at myself? how do u look at me? shld i or shld i ask further? well, to me, this is how i think i am: 1) 简单的男人 - im a simple man...i believe tat one shldnt ask for too much in life...the more u ask, the more u wan in the end...to me, greed is the beginning of all evil...therefore, i wan to remain a simple man... 2) 单纯的个性 - innocent character...when we dun look at things from a critical angle, we will actually find tat this world is actually not a difficult place to live in...yea~ 3) 中立的原则 - Neutrality...i always try to settle for neutrality...not becoz its the best solution of all times, but being neutral n not taking side will enable me to take a better look at the whole situation of things happening ard us... 4) 专一的思想 - i like to live a life being devoted to what i believe in n wat i wanted, and will not be diverted or easily sway by wateva obstacle or temptation tat comes in the way... 5) 傲然的风范 - live a life with a bit of arrogance and show the world tat u are somehow special in a way and u hv the charisma like a hero... 6) 离谱的自信 - confidence is important to me...therefore i strongly believe in having confidence in abundance...yes in fact a bit exaggerating...its not to cover the inferiority complex but to make oneself more willing to do things that one will be scared to do... 7) 忠诚的理念 - a man muz be loyal to whoever he pledge he will serve in his whole life...not only tat, i strongly believe in staying loyal to friends, their trust in us is smtg we can never betray, bcoz if someone is willing to believe u, u ought to repay it back with ur loyalty... 8) 善良的本性 - one muz show great kindness to be a really respectable man, it shld be the basis of life...only kindness will build on a real good personality in man, thus, i believe in a life of showing kindnesss to pple... 9) 忘我的自恋 - oh...tiz is something extra in my life...and only mine! egocentric its known as...haha...if u dun like urself, how r u going to like the rest of the world? but for me...i believe in loving myself a lot a lot....hahaha 10) 独一无二的感性 - yes...a unqiue sensitivity to everyone...showing empathy is what i think im really good at...in fact i put myself in others shoes too much tat i sometime lose myself...yes, in fact i think im beginning to act like other pple more than myself...so next time u see me not behaving like myself...dun be surprise....hahaha alrite...tats me...any comment? tag it~
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5/11/2006 09:52:00 pm
我记得曾经给过的一个Promise……我告诉过你会给你别人不曾给过你的幸福，可是我似乎没有办法再实现这个Promise了……这完全不是我可以控制的，虽然心里非常地渴望能够带给你这份幸福，可是你却选择了别人为你带来这种幸福……我不想说那么多因为我知道说得多了，你和我都会觉得心烦，这又何苦呢，反正你可以得到你的幸福就好了……我对你从来没有任何的要求，或许这是一个错误，因为可能你会觉得我从来不在乎，可是你或许不知道其实最在乎的人是我，不管是你工作上遇到了困难，每天工作到身心疲惫，跟家里人相处得偶尔有些摩擦，还有最爱的宠物突然死去了，这一些我全都看在眼里，也在心中默默地掉过眼泪，但是你从来没有看见……im not juz anyone...im the someone who can understand how u feel everytime u feel that this world has something up against u...im the someone who is willing to bring u what u want all these while...even if its against my principle or belief...but u never put it to heart and u never understand...leaving me...i think its ur reply to me...to the someone who wanted to give u all the happiness u deserve...笑容,对我来说已经是一种奢侈,我不是不想笑,只是快乐的笑容应该怎么做出来,我已经渐渐淡忘了,毕竟没有人会再让我这样地笑……这不可以怪任何人，因为感情线上总会有人放弃，为了不知名的理由也好，只要有一方舍弃了对方，感情戏就不再是一场演得下去的戏，因为剩下的只有一个空舞台，和一个傻傻唱着独角戏的呆子……对我来说，从新开始应该是个必然的过程，但是我不知道自己在琢磨些什么，不知道是什么一直拉扯着自己，让我不知道应该怎么去寻找另一个世界，我不想继续在原地徘徊，因为我知道这样一点意义都没有……however, who can help me?算了,还是慢慢地走开比较好,反正不管怎么样,结局终究是我一个人在独守……
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5/11/2006 09:25:00 pm
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
我的感情世界里没有 I LOVE YOU 不用说得太多因为什么意义也没有 我只记得有我想找到属于我的自由 那种偶尔回来撒娇令人怀念的依赖 可能没有所谓的等待换来的真永远 但绝对会有因为愿意等待感到喜悦 NOW THAT WE DANCE AGAIN 我可以渐渐感觉到最后一支舞来临 虽然有点不甘心但是我会接受事实 可贵的感情不是我一个人去经营的 情绪有多坏根本不需要让任何人懂 就算说话时还是有纳闷的感觉存在 可是应该醒来的时候还是得起来的 不可以为了无谓的借口继续去逃避 这是我选择证明爱着你的那种爱恋 U CAN FEEL ONE MORE TIME 我的温柔还有喜欢的那种香水味道 怎么才是真的了解我们之间的差距 其实我不知道只希望每天睁开眼睛 就可以看到个不一样的自己还有你
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5/10/2006 11:19:00 pm
Monday, May 08, 2006
wat r u guys doing on the election day? hmm...i woke up early morn at 5 plus.... go for my routine in the toilet...hehe... then get changed and report to my polling station... hmm...after tat...work starts at 6!!! Guess most if not all of u r still in your wonderful bed, still dreaming of wat u r going to do for ur long weekend... haiz...no breakfast...no good company...no fun... tats juz how i started my day of work... but not too bad...a few guys there r quite cooperative, with one big mouth who talk nonsense all the time... hmm...well, he's always suggesting stupid ideas, when we can settle things easily, he wans to go one big round... anyway he's ok so long as dun stand beside n talk to him... if not will be really pek cek the whole day lor... ok back to my work... when i was asked wat role i wan to play, i of coz say anytg, not becoz i reallly so wei da as to let them choose... juz tat i dunno wat r available left for me to do... and also, i see no purpose in choosing since they shld be the same... but hey, i was wrong!!! damnit...i was told to be in charge of pushing the wheelchairs, thus assuming the role of a Presiding Officer Entrance Wheelchair... i thought in the 1st place it will be easy job, since there shldnt be a lot of handicapped personnel... but my dreadful started with endless run of such pple... not only them... endless of old men n women who has difficulty walking came flocking in... from 8am to 12noon...i already pushed no less than 30 wheelchairs... and believe me... more than half of those on wheelchairs is at least 20kg more than me!!! god damn it... beside another man from the other team who is doing the wheelchair like me, i m the only man who is perspiring from head to toes... wats worse is after seeing my job being such a siong one... pple who r suppose to take over me dare not come switch duties... damnit again!!!! well its okie with me... but by tat time i can feel my left arm is getting weak... i know i cant hold 2 mineral water bottle with it... tats how bad it is... oh yah...i forgot to point out tat i nid to push the wheelchair upslope, ard ermz...no less than 80m then up a steep ram before i push them in to vote... after that, i hv to go up another ram to go out... well, its not a well made one since the wheel will get stuck, needing 2 pple to push it up... and most of the time no one is there to help me n i hv to push really hard to fly up... i really cant be bother abt the person sitting on it unless we wan to stuck there the whole day... too bad for them is all i can say...hehehe... hmm my only chance of getting away is during my lunch break.... but its only a short 15mins...haiz... after tat, i took over a guy at the balloting tickets for 1 short hour... then i was told to go to do the wheelchair again... u think i will go do? NO WAY!!! i say i wan to go to do the gate entrance... i did the whiole morning liao so better to rotate... my SPO being a cowardly type say ok ok den go find someone else to do, while i go get a bottle of mineral water n head down to the gate... hmm gate duty is so much relax... but the guy doing before me which happens to be the one i said who talk a lot of nonsense, said very xiong and hv to be very alert... MY FOOT!!! u only nid to check 2 things mah... 1) they came to the right polling station 2)they brought along their ic n poll card so easy...he said its tough... i really wonder wat if i ask him to go push all the wheelchairs... apparently he didnt do it at all... however, doing the gate isnt such a honourable job to many of the voters... while some will greet you n thank you for your "hard work", some give insulting comments... there was this guy who came walking in, when we request to see his ic n poll card... he said,"why so troublesome...u government pple all like tat one!" we didnt chap wat he said den after we checked, he left, snatching his ic n poll card from my colleague's hand... as he left, the joker said,"i pay for your salary...." feeling insulted...of coz we hv to rebuke... but before i can speak, my colleague rebuke back,"as if we dun pay income tax..." the joker then said,"so rude...im gonna vote for the opposition party..." i was like saying inside me: go lor as if i care, it got ntg to do with me... wat i dun understand here is how come there r pple who think the way he does... i can tell u he is not the only who gave us tiz attitude... he juz gave me a stronger impression, bcoz of his comments on he pays for our job n tat we r govt pple... hmm...if im the govt pple, den i shldnt hv to vote in the 1st place... and wat nonsense is he pays our salary? true tat he pays income tax...but mind i ask how much he pay yearly? let me be generous a bit to say he gives 10k per year.... wat he gave isnt even 1/3 of my yearly salary lor... and come to think of it, who actually pays for whose salary? whre does he gets his salary then? from his boss? yea...n whre does the boss gets his salary? from the consumer? yea...tats us!!! so in the end who is paying whose pay... ok...we think abt tiz in a more economical way... his pay n our pay all come from the same source... its the spending n earning...income n expenditure...so simple... he dun even know abt it, im so sad tat there r actually such kinda pple ard in sg... my colleague comment tat usually pple who r like him r those who r 半天吊... u seldom see pple who r well to do or who r in the low income status acting so snobbish... well, i think i do agree with him.... haiz anyway... my day is very tiring n demanding... however im really happy when we finally call it a day... oh i was sweaty n sticky after tat... when i got home n bathe... it was so shiok!!!!! hehehehe~~~ yeaz...tats my election day....how abt yours? =)
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5/08/2006 09:48:00 pm
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
曾经有一个独奏者，他弹着孤单的乐曲，心，衬垫在最痛苦的深渊里，他，没有名字，只有孤独的身影，和那把既陈旧既沉重的木吉他，乐章在他的手里，从来没有快乐过，因为他，没有快乐的表情，没有快乐的举动，没有快乐的感觉，没有快乐的需求，只渴望弹奏首首扣人心弦的乐曲，但是却时常忘了，世人偶尔也想听听轻松自在的曲目，没有人像他一样，陈天守着那般寂寞，这种人生怎么过，很多人都问他，他只是弹着他的乐曲，享受着歌曲带给他的“快乐”，是真的“快乐”吗,没有人问过他，只知道他只要是一个人，就可以弹出最悲伤的歌曲，你想看看这个独奏者是什么模样吗？很简单，你只要在自己觉得烦闷时，抬头看一看夜空，你可以看到那皎洁的月亮，它是大家心目中的独奏者，即使有着千万般的星星在身边，它依旧不愿同乐，只独自在一个地方，弹奏着夜夜不同的曲目，昨天是谁的伤心日，今天是谁的痛苦日，明天又是谁的失落日，这些都是它懂得的曲目，它不会像太阳一般，谱出悦耳动听的阳光歌，它只是依偎在黑色的背景，告诉大家是夜黑，是寂寞，是落寞，是无奈，是空虚，是虚度，是结束，但这些都不重要，因为它依旧是它，它依旧是我们心中的独奏者……
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5/02/2006 07:39:00 pm
